this has to be said

im not in a relationship because its not what you wanted. i agreed not because its what i wanted but because i didnt want to push you. i had to learn to bury my feelings but more and more i feel like im losing you. i told you all we do is fight and talk about sex....thats no way i want to live. so right here right now i'll say it...if there are others pursue them. i dont think you know but you're sending up major red flags. and im far away so theres no way i can fight you.